I couldn’t make things any clearer, I hate the man who I see in the mirror
Can’t tell right from wrong, we just can’t seem to get along
Don’t know if I can take anymore, dig me a hole and throw me in whole
I can’t obey the voices in my head, this only ends when I’m fucking dead
Everything has been taken from me, but I know it’s the way things have to be
Emotionally exhausted completely drained, a constant fucking strain
Nothing to gain all to loose, gotta pick a side then choose
Forever just one step away, destiny ends with my great decay

All this shit has taken its toll on me
A total lack of empathy
Feels like I’m dying in slow motion
Hiding through my misconceptions

I’m drowning in my own self pity, why is life so hard and gritty
I can’t stop feeling this way, it won’t go it won’t go away
Where did this all come from, When in my life did it all go wrong
All throughout the passing years, pain kept u us with my fears
I can’t stand the medication, but it hides my altered perception.
I want my life back and what I’ve lost, I couldn’t a give a fuck what it costs
A narrow path causing me confusion, a lonely road to self destruction
Knowing I can never end this pain, it can’t can be numbed with a chemical chain

All this shit has taken its toll on me
A total lack of empathy
Feels like I’m dying in slow motion
Hiding trough my misconceptions

Take me from my this life
It all feels a waste of time
All the hardship and fucking strife
Watch me slit my wrists with my own knife

My minds been taken from me
Before I could even breath
Darkness my worst enemy
Nothing left here for me
Why can’t you fucking see
And just leave me to be
Given a life of jeopardy
Fucked up memories

Take me from my this life
It all feels a waste of time
All the hardship and fucking strife
Watch me slit my wrists with my own knife

My great decay, now watch me fade away
My great decay, now watch me fade away
My great decay, now watch me fade away
My great decay, now watch me fade away